I tend to make trouble for myself. Occasionally. I've gotten a bit better.
Attraction is an odd thing. Lust? Limerence? Love? I mean. It's probably just lust. Or intoxication. But regardless. Attraction is a weird thing.
You can't help who you're attracted to. It just happens. You walk into a room and meet eyes with someone who won't break the gaze. Or vice versa. You just can't. It happened several months ago. And I'm still thinking about it. But it's trouble. And nearly impossible. But I don't want to break the gaze.