to say that i do not have a stubborn streak within me would be a lie to say the least (thanks to my father's side of the family, i can be pretty stubborn). but to say i am not a respectful and kind individual would be a fabrication as well.

this past year, i have dealt with multiple individuals who just take and take and take, with nothing to give in return. this includes supposed best friends of nine years past, sixty year old neurotically selfish women, obnoxious and oblivious twenty- something year old roommates, blah blah you get the drift.

ultimately, all these people came into my life for a reason, and i wouldn't change a thing because i've learned how ugly it is to treat others with neglect, passive-aggressiveness, and even jealousy. jealousy is such a root in the feelings planted within so many humans. it is truly an ugly thing that can ruin so many relationships.

i am not perfect. but i know better than most how it feels to be alone, left out, burnt out, stressed out, and in need of some care. just a little.

and the people who have given me their love, attention, affection, and a steady shoulder to lean on, they are the biggest givers. they are the souls who will forever burn bright in my mind. they are the ones who have taught me to give. even to the ones that don't deserve it. i am still working on that part.